Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Somebody Guide Me Plsssss........

ahrrrrr.... lost job already.... at last i can say at last i lost job already....
somebody ask me wat is ur plan? wat are u doing next? tis kind of question before tat i already ask myself wat should i do next....
ok now i stop in front of t-junction, tat means i have 2 ways now.....
1, i go back help my father run tat car rental buisness.... oh tat road i already walk it twice... and still when i work with my father.. we both will quarrel everytime... but tat buisness is very good.... can earn a lot tat's means in future i can see this road with brightness.... but 1st if i walk tis road i need to "sabar" patient tis horrible father... but if can i choose tis road when i old enough and mature enough.....
2, work with monster.... "Raymond".... the big boss of my old company... my mobile comunication... woo tat guy when i saw him 1st time he really can kill me immediatly... if work with him, i need work at spetrum, ampang... tat place almost like ghost town... no ppl walk there.... but when got customer wan to buy then will get a lot of profit... my fren lun is telling me join with him work at new counter tat replace VS Com counter.... but under 1 boss call "ah wan".... but old boss, bro is work same place but different counter and some more work next to it.... tis the things i hard to choose and headach....
y always need to choose tis kind of things leh? some more my bro stephen until now still thinking me and my fren betray him.... is tat i need to choose the broken way so tat i can survive tis place just same as i choose to leave my "target" to other ppl so i live in suffer life so tat i can see her everytime? but now i see her suffering and now i'm thinking tat is it the way i choose is wrong? if tat time i choose not to leave her maybe she now very happy? maybe i can give her happiness and not sadness... maybe i guess but already gone tis things and i dun wan think about it anymore but still.....
haiz.... always keep coming keep coming.... make me force to face this things.... and hopefully tat somebody can guide me and if can give me answer so i can face it easily.... hopefully....

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