Decision Already Make............

23 December 2008 12.53a.m
At last i decide to resign from Ultimate Copier. Maybe Peter was right, if got plan go ahead. If say wan 2 skip those reason than need to stay until try the best until think tat still cannot than change. Peter, thanks for everything u teach tis few month. If u not so friendly maybe i cant learn a lot of things in Ultimate. Really thank u my friend. To all my friends from Ultimate Copier if u all reading this blog, i would like to say thank u to u all that teach me a lot of things and i really have a great day with u all. Sorry tat if i done something wrong make u all unhappy or misunderstanding. If i got time i will find u all and i will remember u all.
So, decide already. need to work until 31st December than 1st January i will work at Sg.Wang. At last i go back to my dream working place. Hopefully i can shout and say "I'm Back, Sg Wang!!!". hahaha feel like i'm idiot right? maybe.... but anyway thanks GOD that brings me back there to work. There's the place i so happy a lot. BBS... i wondering i din choose wrong decision. Pray tat everything will be OK.
Right now just think how is my "Prospect" right now? how are u? how is your life? Is tat i can help u ma? maybe u wont ask me that question because beside u got a lot of guy helping u. Hopefully happy everyday. Actually i got a lot a lot of things wan 2 tell u but seem that not dare to tell u. Sometimes i wondering did i need to tell you this kind of things. When i see you i hope can find a chance that tell you what i wan 2 tell u but sometimes cant find it. Worry when i speak it out, our relationship will end here or maybe wont so good from now. Remember i ask u the question when we having dinner at KLCC? Maybe u already give the answer but tat time i dunno wat u means but now i know, maybe to u will feel boring because u know me a lot. I dunno how 2 say, to me, i waiting so long just wan to tell u tat i fell in u. As long as u happy with ur status right now maybe i wont disturb u. The important is u happy.

confussing

11/12/2008 Night
I already work at Ultimate Copier almost three month already...so fast three month already pass but i cant use to it. until now dun know wat i suppose to do. ask myself y my sales always between 1-2. Cant go to three or even ten machine. did i miss somethings? y other ppls can do until sales very good but not me? did i not good enough? did i say something wrong when i talking to customer? but when i go back do mobile phone part time last week in BB plaza, i feel i can find myself there. i know wat i suppose to say, wat to do, wat i must say or wat i not suppose to say. i thought when my sales in mobile market is good so i go anywhere also no need to worry but proven wrong... I'm now in trouble stage... cant cover my whole month outgoing expenses. ahhahhh very headache. Should resign rite now? or i should stay? i need money rite now but i dun wan waste my long time in counter. haiz.... i know tis world dun have such tis things de. i need to face the truth tat if i wan money i need to sacrifice my time but if i wan freedom i need to sacrifice my money. help somebody help me ah..... wat should i do? wat should i do next steps? wat can i do?