Somebody Guide Me Plsssss........

ahrrrrr.... lost job already.... at last i can say at last i lost job already....
somebody ask me wat is ur plan? wat are u doing next? tis kind of question before tat i already ask myself wat should i do next....
ok now i stop in front of t-junction, tat means i have 2 ways now.....
1, i go back help my father run tat car rental buisness.... oh tat road i already walk it twice... and still when i work with my father.. we both will quarrel everytime... but tat buisness is very good.... can earn a lot tat's means in future i can see this road with brightness.... but 1st if i walk tis road i need to "sabar" patient tis horrible father... but if can i choose tis road when i old enough and mature enough.....
2, work with monster.... "Raymond".... the big boss of my old company... my mobile comunication... woo tat guy when i saw him 1st time he really can kill me immediatly... if work with him, i need work at spetrum, ampang... tat place almost like ghost town... no ppl walk there.... but when got customer wan to buy then will get a lot of profit... my fren lun is telling me join with him work at new counter tat replace VS Com counter.... but under 1 boss call "ah wan".... but old boss, bro is work same place but different counter and some more work next to it.... tis the things i hard to choose and headach....
y always need to choose tis kind of things leh? some more my bro stephen until now still thinking me and my fren betray him.... is tat i need to choose the broken way so tat i can survive tis place just same as i choose to leave my "target" to other ppl so i live in suffer life so tat i can see her everytime? but now i see her suffering and now i'm thinking tat is it the way i choose is wrong? if tat time i choose not to leave her maybe she now very happy? maybe i can give her happiness and not sadness... maybe i guess but already gone tis things and i dun wan think about it anymore but still.....
haiz.... always keep coming keep coming.... make me force to face this things.... and hopefully tat somebody can guide me and if can give me answer so i can face it easily.... hopefully....

BETRAY!!!!!!

ok at last reach july... also at last i nearlly put down my heart breaking things.... almost forgot the things already..... y always keep trouble to me.... i lost a job again....
haiz.... dun know y, already 3 years i working outside always keep changing jobs.... and 1 jobs not more then 1 years..... example last time i work at Samsung FMG... tat time really really happy but work about nine month i lost tat job coz i done wrong things... and now... i feburary go in tat new company and work no more then half year tat stupid tesco say tat need to take back 12 counter and now make me lost job.... and tis matter i not very hurt, the hurt part is my boss suddenly say me and my fren Lun betray him!!!!!!
oh my GOD!!!! wat happen??? i done so long ppl and i swear i din ever ever done tis things in my life!!!! and somemore my boss is my bro, how could i betray him??? y he suddenly say so??? i know he was hit until very hurt coz lost 1 important counter, can i say 1 and only counter but no need until think tat we betray him... so sad... really always keep coming those hate, sad things to me!!! did i really do anything wrong??? y i need to suffer tis things?
Also need to thank tis things happen coz suddenly i can guess or nearlly know wat person thinking and next move is it... dun know suddenly my mind play a lot of things example a fren doin tis matter and i know he next move should do tis matter.....
Back to my boss part... start on 28 june he keep asking and saying those things tat make us like betray him like he ask din i accompany outside ppl doin those dirty things to him or he always keep thinking tat we do those dirty things to him.... tat time really really sad... sad.... y my bro think i'm tat kind of person... y!!!! My target already gone, My job already lost and now My Bro din trusted ME!!!!! Y suddenly all kind of things!!!!! y!!!!! who can tell me y!!!!!!