First Time At Blogger

Blogger.... At last got something to do... something i can write down to know about me...
sometimes i feel that i dun know so much... dun know myself wat should i do.... dun know how other feel about me....
Me born in very terrible family... like already been curse by god (my mom always say tat)....
how terrible?.... Normal family got 1 father, 1 mother and son or daugther...
Me ah.... 1 father.... 2 mother... 1 father(gf).... 2 sister (which is 2 different mother)...
and me(alone)....
Terrible right? tat's not the part.... include my big family also same la.... all also same as me la.... terrible terrible terrible....
ok i was young... forget 1 things... i left my mom when i was 41/2 years old la.... my grandmom grow me up... i love my grandmother so much.... when i was 6 years old... actually call start at 6 years old la... tat's is the terrible things and i suffer until when i was 17 years old... u all know wat i suffer... u all got watch those drama tat stepmother always very bad... punish those kids... punch or kick or etc..... i cant write anymore la....
u all almost know wat i suffer la tat time... tat's the idiot things and i never forget and forgive things in my life... never never....
ok la... 18 years old come out working la.... tat time already got gf la.... work work work... but no use.... u all wan 2 know y?....
the reason tat i say no use is working to survive or keeping money for future but tat time nope... i working is becoz i work 4 my gf la.... buy tat buy tis.... go there go here... watever la... but tat time is very happy coz i though got 1 gf can share my feeling with her.....
when i 19 years old, i find out tat no... my gf no really good actually..... my family already unhappy and start to complant... my fren all also unhappy.... the worst part is she outside got 1 guy who wat wat wat la.....
tat is "oh my god".... wat happen 2 me?..... wat should do? wat have i done? and i'm so angry....
so i decide to break up with her......
ok at start i though ok loh i will forget her slowly de coz she done a terrible wrong.....
so i chance my jobs to offer a high wages job..... until now i'm still working.. quite good....
but i realise 1 things.....
when now i'm almost 21 years old la.... i'm still cant forget her..... when i go where? having my meal or wat la.... still thinking of her.... y ah? i need to know y ah? y i still remenber her... i already got target but still.... haiz.....