Feeling.....

today.... whold day din sleep....
tuesday, morning wake up in 11.00a.m. forcing to wake up coz my father want discuss about car instalment... my father just take 1 car from his fren and give me 2 drive... so discuss how much i need to pay every month la... so chit chat chit chat until 12.15p.m so go working loh....
tis the worst part... everyday morning work, eat, sleep; work, eat, sleep... so boring la.... boring life... so today business ok la.... still can remain la good only la... but tis month profit already drop until very terrible..... today also chat with "target" also.... same loh ask tis ask tat... say nth... dun know wan 2 say wat?..... bad isnt it... i always ask myself y already change a lot??? y my mind blank when i chat or talking with "target"? I know is impossible 2gether la coz i also know myself how la (those ppl who know me).. maybe when she see me, mind keep saying "tis fat guy go away la" (maybe).... 1 more things i also wan 2 know la actually.... fat guy always cannot have beautiful leng lui ma? y must like tat de ne? but sometimes i saw those fat guy also hanging with those leng lui de? maybe the guy rich? like tat tat is true, rich can kao leng lui like tat i prefer having a normal life....
y? coz i dislike keep disturb say tat buy tis 4 me la, buy tat 4 me la.... ( i HATE It)..... pray god dun give tis gf 2 me la....
so work until at nite la.... go yam cha with my best fren la..... haiz still de same loh.... boring hahahha.... but still my heart almost broken.... i saw things tat make hard 2 breath....really hard....i wan 2 speak out... but i cant... i dun wan lost my best fren and 4ever.... really headach.... haiz......