Decision Already Make............

23 December 2008 12.53a.m
At last i decide to resign from Ultimate Copier. Maybe Peter was right, if got plan go ahead. If say wan 2 skip those reason than need to stay until try the best until think tat still cannot than change. Peter, thanks for everything u teach tis few month. If u not so friendly maybe i cant learn a lot of things in Ultimate. Really thank u my friend. To all my friends from Ultimate Copier if u all reading this blog, i would like to say thank u to u all that teach me a lot of things and i really have a great day with u all. Sorry tat if i done something wrong make u all unhappy or misunderstanding. If i got time i will find u all and i will remember u all.
So, decide already. need to work until 31st December than 1st January i will work at Sg.Wang. At last i go back to my dream working place. Hopefully i can shout and say "I'm Back, Sg Wang!!!". hahaha feel like i'm idiot right? maybe.... but anyway thanks GOD that brings me back there to work. There's the place i so happy a lot. BBS... i wondering i din choose wrong decision. Pray tat everything will be OK.
Right now just think how is my "Prospect" right now? how are u? how is your life? Is tat i can help u ma? maybe u wont ask me that question because beside u got a lot of guy helping u. Hopefully happy everyday. Actually i got a lot a lot of things wan 2 tell u but seem that not dare to tell u. Sometimes i wondering did i need to tell you this kind of things. When i see you i hope can find a chance that tell you what i wan 2 tell u but sometimes cant find it. Worry when i speak it out, our relationship will end here or maybe wont so good from now. Remember i ask u the question when we having dinner at KLCC? Maybe u already give the answer but tat time i dunno wat u means but now i know, maybe to u will feel boring because u know me a lot. I dunno how 2 say, to me, i waiting so long just wan to tell u tat i fell in u. As long as u happy with ur status right now maybe i wont disturb u. The important is u happy.

confussing

11/12/2008 Night
I already work at Ultimate Copier almost three month already...so fast three month already pass but i cant use to it. until now dun know wat i suppose to do. ask myself y my sales always between 1-2. Cant go to three or even ten machine. did i miss somethings? y other ppls can do until sales very good but not me? did i not good enough? did i say something wrong when i talking to customer? but when i go back do mobile phone part time last week in BB plaza, i feel i can find myself there. i know wat i suppose to say, wat to do, wat i must say or wat i not suppose to say. i thought when my sales in mobile market is good so i go anywhere also no need to worry but proven wrong... I'm now in trouble stage... cant cover my whole month outgoing expenses. ahhahhh very headache. Should resign rite now? or i should stay? i need money rite now but i dun wan waste my long time in counter. haiz.... i know tis world dun have such tis things de. i need to face the truth tat if i wan money i need to sacrifice my time but if i wan freedom i need to sacrifice my money. help somebody help me ah..... wat should i do? wat should i do next steps? wat can i do?

U Are The Most Idiot Man In The World ahhhahhhhhhh

Today is not really in good mood. I quarrel with my Bro. I'm not means to scold him on last night matter because last night i din find they all. Not because i always want to do this such a things. u thought i dun wan find u all ma, if i can i no need let this things happen lo. Every time i does this things u sure will say me a lot of things but did u think yourself is like pretending smart person and always say u right? U actually is a stubborn,selfish and idiot person. think yourself carefully la... if not also no need no friends at all la. OK fine is enough to say him.

Wat i wan in my life...

wat i wan in my life...
haha good question to me. not to other ppls la. this question make me so headache and almost got kill by this question. Wat i wan actually??? Money? Girl or wife? house maybe? to me i really dun know. Even though i get scold by my fren, advise from my fren mouth or other way to talk to me this question. My heart just dunno y can accept it. i also think back my past tat y i wan in my life.
So confusing. So painful. make me feel lost. trap in the puzzle. i wan to get out. i wan to know wat i wan. Can anybody help me? Can anybody lend his/her hand to me or tell me wat can i do for the rest of my life. i'm really lost... really really lost....

Dun wan to put Title.

Feel unhappy tis week... feel like i'm have been kill by somebody...
stress is the main enemy to me... i hate it but i have to use to it... if not how to survive... this month, i means November. My big boss want me to hit 5 unit for this month sales... Oh my GOD... how to hit but lucky today can confirm 2 unit tat send for demo... probably high chance tat buy from me la coz once send for demo, mostly customer will buy 1... and than still have three to go. Pray tat this month hit target, if not i dun know how to survive and how face my big boss.
Still got 1 more month to go than is new year loh. 2009 loh. a new beginning year has come. Maybe i have to say to myself tat dun think otherelse too much. Need to concetrate on career. Maybe... hmm ^^
Those who seeing my blog rite now i wan to say something to u all. thanks you so much tat take ur most important time with me before tat and for those who seeing before my blog. dun put this kind of blog into ur heart. this is all my feeling only. nth else. just wan to shout out so tat i can sleep peacefully at nite. In the end i prefer tat all the things put into GOD hands and GOD decision. i dun wan tat is becoz of this blog so make u so unhappy and our friends relantionship far away. Take care and wish u all the best. ^^

I Do Tis For My Girl!

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.

• leave her cute text notes.

• kiss her in front of your friends.

• tell her she looks beautiful.

• look into her eyes when you talk to her.

• let her mess with your hair.

• touch her hair.

• just walk around with her.

• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.

• look at her like she's the only girl you see.

• tickle her even when she says stop.

• hold her hand when you're around your friends.

• be the one to take her hand, don't make her reach for you

• be the one to call her, don't make her always call you

• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.

• let her fall asleep in your arms.

• get her mad, then kiss her.

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she's sick.

• watch her favorite movie with her.

• kiss her forehead.

• give her the world.

• write her letters.

• let her wear your clothes.

• when she's sad, hang out with her.

• let her know she's important.

• let her take all the photos she wants of you.

• kiss her in the pouring rain.

• when you fall in love with her, tell her.

• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.

Wish me have a great time la

15/09/2008 05.57p.m rain...
start from now maybe use dairy format to write blog.....
today i mad with 2 person.... 2 person also i love the most... 1 is my dad and 1 is my mum....
tis two persons y cant they always listen want i trying to tell them... i just need they opinion and their ear to hear wat i wan to say.... just simply... y cant they do tat.....once i start wan to say something and the 1st things they do is just scold... scold .... scold..... make my head so headach.... so pain..... somemore later date with my 'target'.... worry giving her the worst experince when we 1st time date....
so worry later will wat happen.... maybe taken her to pavilion TGI friday having dinner.... hope and pray tat the situation will be good and we enjoy it.... but the things i hope the most is tat she can happy and having a great time tonight.... if can i hope can give her a wonderful and happy day all the time.... wat i'm saying haha.... hope u all pray to me tat tonite have a great time ba hehe^^